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intro track
01:32
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I just don’t know where i belong
and this flesh that I’m entrapped in feels so uncomfortable and wrong
it’s like im allergic to every single one of my surroundings
two wolves inside my head, got migraines from their endless howling
Stuck in the flower sun and rain
All these days seem to keep repeating over again
And I don’t know how to keep myself together
Seems like i feel this way forever
In my head, always feeling depressed
All alone, while im being ignored by my friends
always tryna reach out, but i’m neglecting myself
too exhausted from this hell to even go ask for help
If your reflection is who you are
how can the mirror truly speak for your heart?
they built these walls, they made these thoughts
so pay attention to work or you'll pay the cost
hidden in the shadows, barely made it out the gallows
tried to drink repression away
now i'm a decade behind and with so little to show
but it's cool, i never liked being seen anyway
flower, sun and rain, tell me who i'm supposed to be today
i let people who didn't want to see me shine define me
now i don't know if i'll be ok
never been a straight path had to break off my mask
separated me from people that i thought would stay
and that's ok, we didn't need to be friends
More important that i feel like myself again
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3. |
nononono!
02:37
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No no no no you don’t wanna fuck with me or my gang
When you wither and decay, we’ll still be doing our thing
In the lab, yeah, we got all kinds of different color drinks
chop your limbs into pieces, like we chopping up the breaks
No no no no you don’t wanna fuck with me or my gang
no no no no you can’t ride with my team or my wave
better just stick to yourself, it’s just me in my lane
better just head down to hell, it’s just me in my lane
im rewired, hit a million miles
break your eardrums, think i killed your sound
too much heat, think your skin is starting to peel now
life emerging from death, think nature healing now
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It’s like ive entered a different world
away from everything that makes me hurl
Been thinking bout the light glowing off that girl
Her smile so blinding like a million pearls
Been bottling up way too many thoughts I had
Hope this doesn’t end bad for me
Rain pouring, and I feel more alive
So why don’t you meet me on this alpine drive
On this alpine drive
We’re so out of line
But it’s all alright
On this alpine drive
On this alpine drive
I wanna make you mine
I wanna take you for a ride
on this alpine drive
On this alpine drive
We’re so out of line
But it’s all alright
On this alpine drive
On this alpine drive
I wanna make you mine
I wanna take you for a ride
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breathe
02:05
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verything about the way you move makes me melt
like the devil sent temptations to me straight from hell
But the way you’re so sweet to me, reminds me of an angel
from above, makes me wanna crawl out of my shell
And i know we’ve been craving each other so hard
run your fingers down my chest, and grab ahold of my heart
Everything you do just leave me dizzy, staring at the stars
run your fingers down my chest, and grab ahold of my heart
grab ahold of my heart
and now you got me exactly where you want me to be
right under your embrace, laying down on ur sheets
whispering in my ear, you love the way i breathe
whispering in my ear, you love the way i breathe
you love the way i breathe, yeah
this night feel like a dream
and i love the way that you scream
and you love the way that i breath
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6. |
interlude track
03:05
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7. |
mint
02:25
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how the fuck could you do this?
treat me like im useless
covered up in bruises
always feeling ruthless
had me in my room, learning how to tie some nooses
now im boutta zip by, acting like a nuisance
screaming fuck you, i could never love you
even with a cupid, think i’ve had enough of you
don’t wanna do stuff with you, please oh please take a hint
stanky breath, dawg i think you need a mint
30 pill chilling by the night stand
dunno when the fuck the night will end
everyone asleep, can’t talk to my friends
when im geeked out, i wanna make amends
and if i talk my shit, i know you’ll take offense
tell me to quit talking and put up a fence
i just don’t get it, it don’t no sense
the way this world will break me, need to take defense
cuz it’s been days where i rather be sleep
or dead, laying in my room, and i can’t fucking breathe
and i don’t know how to fix this, i don’t know to fix this
my brain just feels twisted, this weight on me so vicious
cuz it’s been days where i rather be sleep
or dead, laying in my room, and i can’t fucking breathe
and i don’t know how to fix this, i don’t know to fix this
i don’t know how to fix this, no
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8. |
overdose
04:05
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LETS FUCKING GO
TURN THE FUCK UP!
SO PASS ME ANOTHER SHOT, I NEED TO DROWN OUT ALL THESE THOUGHTS
THIS LIFE WE LIVE CAN GET SO TOUGH, I FEEL LIKE I’LL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH
SO GUESS ITS TIME TO PARTY UP, COCAINE AND ALL DIFFERENT KINDS OF DRUGS
MY INHIBITIONS GONE, THINK THIS BABE WANNA TAKE ME TO THEIR ROOM AND FUCK
MY WORLD IS SPINNING AND BOUNCING, IM GONNA BE SICK
THEY SAY THESE TYPE OF NIGHTS SLIP BY, SO FUCKING QUICK
AND IF I DON’T WAKE UP TOMORROW, WELL FUCK IT THEN
IT FEELS LIKE I’LL TRULY KNOW PEACE AND BLISS, WHEN IM FUCKING DEAD
I CANT EVEN STAND UP STRAIGHT, IM SWEATING HARD, I GOT THE SHAKES
BUT I REFUSE TO END THIS NIGHT UNTIL I START TO SEE THE BREAK OF DAY
AND IF YOU WANNA BITCH OUT, WELL FUCK IT, BE MY GUEST
I GUESS WE’RE DIFFERENT, I GOT A DIET OF PERIQUE CIGARETTES
YAAAAAAAAAA
MY VISIONS BECOMING A BLUR
I CANT SEE ANYTHING
WHATS HAPPENING
I THINK IM STARTING TO DECAY
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9. |
mission stage results
03:24
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As I open my eyes, i can see myself floating around a realm of lights and orbs
I don’t know where I am anymore
I don’t think i’m on Earth anymore
Am i just asleep, or have I died, and spilled my pages all to the floor?
I don’t know where I am anymore
I don’t think that im alive anymore
And what was it hat brought me here, i can’t remember
all the things that killed me, felt gone so forever ago
was it worth it even if i felt low
now my bodies starting to decompose
i wander through the ether, glowing dim, im a ghost
missing every single human that i come to love the most
wish that i could get it all back
looking from the outside in, i knew it wasn’t all bad
as i open my eyes, i can see seraphim of many different forms
i don’t know where i am anymore
I don’t know who i am anymore
Wrapped up in their warmth, i wake up in my room, hazy, head feeling sore
I don’t think im dead anymore
Think it all was a bad dream for sure
Thought about this life, that i should to try to cherish and appreciate more
I’m so glad im not dead anymore
I don’t think i wanna die anymore
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10. |
easy revenge!
02:34
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Here we go again
Swimming out the water, dealing with all the bends
Every single second feeling grim and intense
Now we can sit and plan out some shit for an easy revenge
Here we go again
shaking from the trauma, and all the suspense
Everyone that wronged us, gon pay for what they did
Now we on the move, boutta get ourselves such an easy revenge
Grab everything you own, bitch we ain’t coming back
By the time we done, make these fuckboys run laps
underdog shit, had to work to get where we at
fuck these trust fund having pussy ass scaredy cats
if they try to holler at some cops, they can catch these hands
leave em post-mortem, now them pigs shitting in their pants
lemme get a screech for victory, fuck a moment of silence
anyone try to bring us down, we can bring the violence
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pond
02:41
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I’ve just been so tied up in, all these fucking vices
All these heavy branches holding me down
Why did I succumb to it, caught myself distracted
Drowning, being dragged down into the ground
And i’m so sorry that we stopped talking
I was in my own world feeling like falling
But now I’m coming back, slowly climbing
But I can feel some shit unwinding
Please don’t let this data between you and i be corrupted
Always felt we could be like something
But you’re so far down the pond
Feels like you’re already done
I just need you so bad
Way you do got me going mad
I just need you so bad
Way you do always got me like, oh damn!
So can we talk at least
You make me feel at ease
you bring me to my knees
and make me feel at peace
getting down like pets
i hope you won’t forget me in a little while
sorry that you make me smile
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